We need to fight the enemy on all fronts. I have certainly been reduced to a terrible state by energy vampires, but accidentally breathing in the fumes from certain cleaning products has had effects that were just as bad. Modern offices have often made me feel really ill too.
It took a long while for me to realise that the enemy within my home was making me ill.
It took a long while for me to realise that the enemy within my home was making me ill.
I have had bad coughs and chest pains as a result of my own ignorance, carelessness and forgetfulness.
Bleach and strong disinfectants aggravated breathing problems for example, and they made me feel depressed, poisoned and weak.
When my personal firewall drops after various kinds of attack or I am running on automatic, stupid ideas get into my mind the way germs invade a wound and I do things that I would never do if I were in my right mind and a healthy state.
For example, I once mixed bleach with ammonia and used it in a small bathroom with no windows; the effects were devastating.
I have certainly been my own worst enemy where my health and general well-being are concerned.
It took a while for me to connect cause and effect, because for much of my life I used my resources for studying metaphysical subjects and dealt with the real world with the back of my mind.
Even after becoming aware of the dangers, I bought and used more of these lethal products.
A recent lapse – I used some very strong, lavender-scented disinfectant - ruined a day out, and this has forced me to accept that I just can’t tolerate many popular products. They are full of harmful chemicals.
I have often felt ill even when just walking through the cleaning-product aisles in huge supermarkets. In any case, we don’t need all the different cleaning agents that advertisers try to persuade us are essential. Many of the harmless, gentle, traditional products are very cheap, so there is an additional benefit from using them.
I have reached a point where I plan to buy only harmless cleaning products such as Stardrops, soda crystals and white vinegar and gentle, ‘green’ ranges in future. I have been moving slowly towards this goal for some years now. I can’t remember when I last bought a cleaning agent in a spray bottle.
Another problem I have experienced is known as the “sick building syndrome”. Windows that are sealed shut combined with inadequate air conditioning resulting in hot, airless offices have often reduced me to a bad state.
Industrial cleaning agents, huge concentrations of WiFi and other electronic equipment giving out positive ions and furniture and carpets made out of artificial materials make the atmosphere even worse. I did notice that the two buildings where I felt particularly ill were both red-brown and built in the 1960s. I could not sleep for two nights after working there: it seemed as though something was chewing holes in my energy field leaving me feeling like a moth-eaten old blanket.
I remember getting some temporary work after a spell of unemployment: it was in a well-known modern building made of glass and steel, with sealed windows and air conditioning.
After a few hours there, I felt so ill I came close to saying I just couldn’t work there. Beggars can’t be choosers; I drank lots of water and endured the discomfort.
I eventually decided that a low income and working at home where possible when work was available were preferable to enduring the hell of working in modern offices. I also reached zero tolerance for noise, crowding, distractions, interruptions and human energy vampires.
Many people do not seem bothered by all this: they don’t feel the negative effects. I seem to be hypersensitive to the emanations and chemicals. Perhaps this goes with being in touch with other dimensions and being able to sense unseen influences.
Industrial cleaning agents, huge concentrations of WiFi and other electronic equipment giving out positive ions and furniture and carpets made out of artificial materials make the atmosphere even worse. I did notice that the two buildings where I felt particularly ill were both red-brown and built in the 1960s. I could not sleep for two nights after working there: it seemed as though something was chewing holes in my energy field leaving me feeling like a moth-eaten old blanket.
I remember getting some temporary work after a spell of unemployment: it was in a well-known modern building made of glass and steel, with sealed windows and air conditioning.
After a few hours there, I felt so ill I came close to saying I just couldn’t work there. Beggars can’t be choosers; I drank lots of water and endured the discomfort.
I eventually decided that a low income and working at home where possible when work was available were preferable to enduring the hell of working in modern offices. I also reached zero tolerance for noise, crowding, distractions, interruptions and human energy vampires.
Many people do not seem bothered by all this: they don’t feel the negative effects. I seem to be hypersensitive to the emanations and chemicals. Perhaps this goes with being in touch with other dimensions and being able to sense unseen influences.
I am now evangelical about this basic product:
