We need to fight the enemy on all fronts. I have certainly been reduced to a terrible state by energy vampires, but accidentally breathing in the fumes from certain cleaning products has had effects that were just as bad. Modern offices have often made me feel really ill too.
It took a long while for me to realise that the enemy within my home was making me ill.
It took a long while for me to realise that the enemy within my home was making me ill.
I have had bad coughs and chest pains as a result of my own ignorance, carelessness and forgetfulness.
Bleach and strong disinfectants aggravated breathing problems for example, and they made me feel depressed, poisoned and weak.
When my personal firewall drops after various kinds of attack or I am running on automatic, stupid ideas get into my mind the way germs invade a wound and I do things that I would never do if I were in my right mind and a healthy state.
For example, I once mixed bleach with ammonia and used it in a small bathroom with no windows; the effects were devastating.
I have certainly been my own worst enemy where my health and general well-being are concerned.
It took a while for me to connect cause and effect, because for much of my life I used my resources for studying metaphysical subjects and dealt with the real world with the back of my mind.
Even after becoming aware of the dangers, I bought and used more of these lethal products.
A recent lapse – I used some very strong, lavender-scented disinfectant - ruined a day out, and this has forced me to accept that I just can’t tolerate many popular products. They are full of harmful chemicals.
I have often felt ill even when just walking through the cleaning-product aisles in huge supermarkets. In any case, we don’t need all the different cleaning agents that advertisers try to persuade us are essential. Many of the harmless, gentle, traditional products are very cheap, so there is an additional benefit from using them.
