One element of particular interest is
something I think of as the big anomaly, where people who seem to have
everything behave as if they have nothing. They are the exact opposite on the
inside of what they appear to be on the outside. They are a combination of
glamorous image and empty desperation.
I have some ideas to explore about this
phenomenon.
I said in a previous article that it is
perfectly natural for some people to feel that there is nothing for them but a
life of unbearable drabness. Their lives may indeed be very restricted, and
there may be little hope of any improvement in the future.
I also gave examples of cases where this
feeling was not natural and not based on reality: it was induced by an
unscrupulous black magic practitioner.
The feeling some people have that there is
only one thing to live for and that if they lose it or don’t get it they will
be destroyed is also understandable in some, perhaps extreme, cases. The last
ship might really have sailed or be about to sail. Sometimes one chance is all
we ever get. Some people may be devastated because they know very well that
they could have made the world a better place for many others if they had only got
what they wanted.
However, it is very strange when people with
many options, people such as Madeleine L’Engle’s Zachary Grey and Stella
Gibbons’s Esmé Scarron, feel this way and behave like desperate predators who
have pounced and missed, howling in rage and disappointment because now they
will starve to death.
What is going on here? We can only speculate.